Thursday, November 14, 2013

Overwhelmed

Wow.

When we started on this adoption journey we had no idea where the money would come from. Well I take that back...it was clear that God called us and so it was clear that He would make a way but I had no idea how that would actually shake out.

As of today we are 62% funded, which means we have raised almost $22,000. Seriously?!? We are over halfway there! Last week I received an unexpected email congratulating us on being awarded a large grant toward our adoption. We have applied for 5 or so grants and we were not supposed to hear anything until December, at the earliest. We were shocked and SO grateful. God continues to remind me of how much is heart beats for orphans and it was a nice encouragement in these months of waiting. It is just amazing to see God's mighty hand at work and a sweet reminder that he is moving and working even when we don't see or expect it. He is weaving together a beautiful redemptive story and although the wait is currently so difficult His plans continue.

Current Prayer Requests:
- Continued prayer for our daughter. Despite the fact that we have yet to see her face God knows who she is.

- We are waiting on USCIS approval (the last piece of our dossier puzzle). Apparently they are running long and it has taken longer than expected to hear back. Pray that we would hear good news soon.

- Please pray that our hearts would be open to God's calling. I have no idea when we will hear of a referral and I have no idea if it will be what we expect. I desire for our hearts to be open to God's leading even if it is different than we picture.

- Please pray for peace, especially for me. This wait has been SO hard the past couple of days, complete with lots of tears and discontentment. Not the prettiest picture of faith...I need more of God in my life to transform my desires and attitudes.

3 comments:

  1. I hope you're being gentle with yourself on difficult days -- a birth is always difficult, even when it's not from your body (there's a reason they call it "labor"!). One of my biggest comforts is all the yelling and whining in the Psalms . . . it gives me permission to be honest with God and myself about how I'm doing. It's been a rough week for me, too, even though we're so close to the end.

    I am rejoicing about your grant! We applied for 5 or 6, and received one in 2010 . . . and the check is coming this month. :o) Just in time for travel and post-placement fees!
    Hugs to you,
    Nancy

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  2. Thank you Nancy! I tried to respond to your comment a week ago but for some reason it wouldn't let me. I know today you are having a rough day with the wait. I am praying that as you vent to the Lord that He will grant you the answer to your prayers...a passport for your little girl and a travel date. You are SO very close and that is super exciting!! Thank you for encouraging me to be honest with God and to cling to him. Praying for you today!!!

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  3. Hi my name is Rachel we are also adopting from India and we are naming her Haddie (hadassah) . Please feel free to email us we would be blessed to share stories and prayers. Drewrachmoore@gmail.com

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